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Last updated: 06 / Nov / 2024

I took my sweet time to update this. I guess life was treating me kindly until now. I always comeback to this blog when I feel like I won't escape my reality. I don't know how the others do it, I feel lost, my mind is an endless cycle of falling into an abyss.
I recently "played" Mouthwashing.
It was a fantastic game.
Kuro bought it and asked me if I wanted to see him play, Lavander joined us and we made voices for the characters. It was fun.
I hate Jimmy though. He reminded me too much of... Stuff that happened on my last relationships. I guess seeing Anya made me feel seen in a way, I was so sad to see her dying, but honestly if I was in her situation I would've done the same. I tried to do the same. Halloween was nice, Yakov is still as delirious as ever but he seems to be improving. He was playful and called me his little brother. He was so kind to me and I just treated him like it didn't affect me because we were in front of other people, I wanted to cry from happyness.
It's like... He is returning like he was decades ago. Before the accident. I can see light in his eyes again, so I don't mind him stealing candy from kids or people i work with, it's fun. You know. This is a secret between us, ok?, but I think Lilith is trying to expand the spring, or at least make more flowers bloom for a long time. I don't mind honestly, I think she wants to make a surprise party for Lavander as her transition anniversary. I want to help her so I havent actually told anybody, lol. If ANY of those guys fucks her party up, I hope it's a life or death situation. I wont forgive them if it's from something stupid.